I feel so fat

because i just started playing with paintshop...so dont laugh at me! i need all the help i can get!

if you have ever had any...we need to talk. ASAP.

so its been a long time...nobody reads this but i thought i would share since im awesome like that. in sept i moved in with my boyfriend who ive been with for almost 4yrs and life has been great! i went in to weight watchers this morning and weighed in at 131 lbs! it felt so good. im hoping to weigh 129 by new years eve....thats a little over 2 lbs i need to loose by then. im so excited, i want to start maintenance by jan 1st. that would be 52 lbs down with weight watchers and 95 lbs gone from the beginning of my journey back in april of 2005.

i love to shop and being skinny is making me poor. :(

i havent updated in forever.....im happy to report im standing at 158 lbs compared to the 224 i was over a year ago. i love weightwatchers sooo much! ive been sick for the last 4 days and im miserable. i hardly eat and had to call in from work today AGAIN.

its been a while....i know! well lots has happened. ive been freelancing more so now and hope to make it permanent at my counter in a couple of months! (yes im talking about MAC*) work is great....doing a lot of xmas shopping! omg....its been freezing in socal. :)

im finally back online.....jesus....so many things to talk about let me get some things out of the way:

-started school again, going to palomar. im taking math, critical reading, political science and american indian studies
-i connected the dsl shit today, after about a month of not having it...and being on dial-up *smack forehead*
-work is good
-boyfriend is great

ok thats my update. love you guys a lot, those who care to read............

**bows**

oh i forgot to say that i returned the sidekick? well, when i went today to return it they took forever and were begging me to stay and not cancel. they even offered me 6ms free service. i could not believe it. i had to decline it though, it was just not worth the effort or time on my part. it made me giggle.

i need to take off my nails already and i need a pedicure badly. night guys.

well, theres been a lot going on. so i have been working a lot, im actually transferring over to carlsbad vzw as of the 1st of july. im scared, but happy. plus im leaving the girls of del mar, which makes me sad. this is going to be a challenge but im excited about it.

so i activated a tmobile sidekick and omg i loved the device but the service was worse than horrible. in my house, it was like:YEA SURE ILL GIVE YOU SOME SIGNAL FOR ABOUT 10 SECONDS AND THATS IT. bastards.....so now im thinking i should get a pda device similar with vzw, i went to a data training today and it was sooo long!! but i did get to mess with a new pda launching in early july, which i have fallen in love with. its going to be a very expensive phone though, i might wait until a camera version launches. :( if it does anyway...

i feel so out of it, im ready for bed now. tomorrow is my last day in del mar, how sad! :*(

i went to the blazin 98.9 latino summer fest and saturday and it was pretty cool. we got there around 4pm and nobody fuckin performed until like 8pm. maybe they were waiting for more people to show up, but i got a little annoyed. they also had a lot of bad food my ass should not be eating, like fried cheese and arroz con frijoles. i also saw 3 girls i have not seen in forever, since i graduated. they were so sweet, makes me miss high school.

random: oh and when i was driving back from mission valley please tell me why some guys had a lawnmower chained to the back of their truck. let me paint a picture: they had this contraption so that the wheels on the lawnmower were touching the road, spinning with speed. all i could think of was that if they jerk the car in a weird way and break the chain, that thing would head straight for me. i even took a picture with my phone, since i was worried it might actually hit me. for future reference.

i dont know what else to say, im excited about 4th of july because i get to go to the beach and hang out with my babe and his friends. plus i havent seen my babys friends girlfriend in forever. shes super nice, last time i spoke with her anywayz, i cant wait to see her!! :) havent seen her since a bbq i went to at her house a while back.

ohhh and i got vacation coming up, end of this month. im turning 21 and i plan on doing 21 year old stuff. lol.......legally!! :) yayyyyyy

ok im lame i gotta go to sleep.